Indexed

Drowning, crowning, misery,

Swallow me whole, consume me,

Woken from sleep just to agonise,

Force pin prick emotion behind blurred eyes,

And my every thought you’ve demonised,

Twisted my mind with wicked lies,

My indecisiveness you’ve capitalised,

Harnessed a state of no compromise,

Now these boxed up feelings are liberalised,

Labelled paranoid thoughts, or extra wise.